Not only have I had great weather, but I got to spend the last few days with my Mitchell class. We started off on Wednesday in Dublin with a great reception where we received our class rings, a silver band with symbols depicting Irish history. The next few days were spent enjoying last bits of Irish culture. Some of the highlights were a chat with John Minihan and a look at one of his exhibits, a cooking class with Rory O'Connell and a lovely dinner in Kinsale (the "food" capitol of Ireland) at Crackpots. (Ireland has this emerging, and very popular food culture where there is a big emphasis on locally produced foods. Kinsale is at the heart of this revival and I recommend everyone stopping there in their travels through the island. I wish I had gotten there earlier!) So after all the excitement of the past few days, I'm now sitting in a bare dorm room with two huge suitcases blocking my door.
Y'all I'm coming home! Tomorrow morning to be exact.
Packing up has been harder than expected, and I don't mean because my suitcases weigh more than I do. Not that I haven't enjoyed Ireland and my course, but there is no denying that I was homesick. My deep love for Mississippi proved a harder habit to break than I had ever imagined. For the past two months, as I began to wrap everything up I thought that I would be itching to leave. I sort of had this idea that it had been a good year, good learning experience, but it was time to bring it to an end. Honestly, even just a few weeks ago I thought I was ready to pack up and head back South (a very different south than my Irish south). But I have been surprisingly emotional the past few days.
I came to Ireland thinking it would be an extension on what I had experienced during some of my study abroad experiences in college. I would drink a lot of beer, take some cool pictures, meet some new people, and extend my carefree college experience for another year. I also thought it was a reputable enough thing to do post-college, reputable enough that nobody would question that I had no idea what I really wanted to do with my life.
While I drank some beer (not really that much) and took some pictures, I grew up more this year than I ever expected. I learned things about myself that I didn't even know could be learned and I made some friendships that will last a lifetime. While I might have complained to a few of you about the slow mail or the constant use of potatoes, those surface level frustrations can never compare to what I really experienced this year. While I have always said that my love for Mississippi can be a complicated one, I think it is safe to say I have similarly complicated feelings for Ireland.
So while I am happy to be getting back home to MS cooking, a nice big shower, driving again, and cheap bud light...there are other, deeper parts of Ireland that I will always miss. There is struggle in Ireland for identity and ownership, that I have no doubt extends to 1916 and before. That translates into a modern Ireland that is quick to assert itself culturally, and incredibly proud of its history. But this quick and dominate assertion of a national image of "Irish" doesn't include everyone. Identity is complicated, and getting to watch the complexity of being Irish unfold has taught me more about being a Mississippian than I ever imagined. I have some good friends with kind souls to thank for letting me into their lives and giving me a real understanding of what it means to be "Irish." I also have some American friends with incredibly thoughtful natures, who have taught me about the complexity of being "American" and just how far our place shapes us. Those lessons and those friends will always be with me.
So this is it. I started this blog to keep friends and family updated at home, while also forcing myself to keep track of my year, both in travel terms and in personal reflection. While the personal reflection might not really be complete, the year is. I want to thank y'all for reading. On a live album, the Avett Brothers make a comment about it being hard to sound sincere from a microphone. Well, I think a blog might have the same problem. It is hard to sound sincere from a blog post, but really, I mean it. Thanks you the time, the comments, the encouragement and the positive thoughts.
While this blog won't stay active, I will be blogging about the next stage in life. As part of our commitment with Mississippi Teacher Corps, all of the teachers update a blog with reflections on the challenges and rewards of teaching. So maybe a little bit of Ireland will make its way to the MTC website . For everyone back in Mississippi, I'll be in Oxford all summer training with MTC. As for next year, I think (there is a little bit of holdup, but it should work out) I will be teaching high school social studies in Jackson, MS.
Ireland, you and your people will be missed. Stay green and I hope to see you soon!
So one last time,
Cheers Y'all! Thanks for the year, Ireland!
Chelsea
